Every ounce of pain that touches you,
I feel it too.
It frustrates and taunts me
But I know that I can’t do anything.

I love you,
In more ways than you realize.
There was a time when you were all I wanted
But things have changed and I’ve realized
That maybe you aren’t as good for me
As I thought you would be.

I was never completely honest with you,
But I never lied either.
I had only the best intentions
And its better that you didn’t know how I felt.

I hate being alone
Even though it’s often what I seek.

I’m sorry for how I acted,
Or reacted.
I need to be more careful and calm down,
But sometimes being calm and careful is my problem.